Err… I got nuthin
From another chapter of the “She’s Too Honest for Her Own Good” book, D.J. and I broke up on Sunday. I’m sad as hell and throwing myself into my work for a few days.
I’ve been thinking all day about what else I can post, but this is what’s happening and where I am.
So today I go back to a few old philosophies that I’ve written about:
I will change the word “lonely” for the word “ambitious.”
I will think of every day as Tuesday.
I will limit my worries to The Worry Minute.
I will focus on what’s important.
I’ll try to figure out that trust thing.
I will remind myself that I have the strength and energy to stand on my own.
I will remember that I’m having a really good time.
Dang, though. This really hurts. It’ll get better, right?
Claire (aka Little Miss) on 29 Apr 2008 at 10:23 am #
I’m so sorry to hear this. Yes, it does get better, but it still hurts. Ugh. I hate that spot you are in right now. It’s the absolute worst.
Beth on 29 Apr 2008 at 10:56 am #
Thanks, Claire.
And just to clarify: I was the bad guy this time.
Erin on 29 Apr 2008 at 12:34 pm #
I love you babe!!!! We shall fill the time with girl movies/funny drinks/chocolate/sugar snap peas!!! Men and just nice ships passing in the night…we are the true soul mates
LOVE LOVE
Writing collaboration | Life on Avenue Z on 30 Apr 2008 at 8:52 am #
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Sarah on 30 Apr 2008 at 3:50 pm #
virtual hugs.
remember:
write. workout. eat cupcakes. write. repeat.
Claire (aka Little Miss) on 30 Apr 2008 at 9:26 pm #
Even if you were the bad guy, it still sucks. At least you tried, which is more than I can say about me. LOL
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